Post by Gracie "Fae" Bridges on Dec 2, 2013 23:40:38 GMT -5
0115 Hours
I-95 Southbound
Just north of Aiken, SC
It was dark inside Gracie's Tiburon as it drove down the near deserted Interstate 95 towards Aiken. She had dimmed the gauge lights - and the garmin that was suction cupped to the windshield to the left of the steering wheel was in night mode, with the colors inverted. The lights illuminated the road ahead of them - the tail lights from a semi ahead in the distance. It was eerily void of other traffic. She hadn't seen anyone in the oncoming lane for miles. The rear-view mirror was empty of lights. Her butt was sore from hours behind the wheel. The leather racing style seats had always been sort of hard and uncomfortable - but she fell in love with the way the tan leather clashed against the dark blue - from the day she bought it.
Her left hand rested idly on the bottom of the steering wheel, barely ever needing correction on this straight stretch of road. Her other hand was draped across the center console, loosely resting in Lucas's hand next to her. In the cup holders sat a couple large cans of Monster energy drink. Gracie looked at Lucas out of the corner of her eye, his head just barely below the roof, and his knee's almost touching the dash - even with the seat all the way back. The car suited her tiny frame, but someone of even ordinary size seemed a giant in it. The back seats were more than useless. She could barely sit back there comfortably, and the passenger seat all the way back really limited any occupancy.
Driving nearly 8 hours, the pair hardly spoke. Idle conversation would pick up here and there, passing a destination one of them fancied visiting, seeing that Ferrari back before it got dark, that sort of thing. It was a night for silence. It was dark before they departed Lucas's place - though the sun shone. At first - Lucas had offered to drive - not to share the trip, but to take it all on himself. That was his way, he was a gentleman. Gracie loved that about him, but he needed time to think, he needed to not be behind the wheel of a car. She worried that post-traumatic stress would be an issue tonight. She had been through bad things, shared those experiences with Lucas, but this was different. Perhaps, in retrospect, letting him drive might take his mind off of things, but she understood.
She remembered the day of Audrey's funeral. Her mom was driving, and before they could get to the highway from their gravel lane, she remembered the tears in her mother's eyes, as she struggled to drive straight. She had made her stop the car, so that Gracie could take over. She was hurt, upset, and grieving as well, but she did so internally, almost always. It alienated her to an extent, on days like that, days like her grandparents' funerals. She was expected to be a wreck, but rather served as the rock. She was solid and maintained, almost always - except for that night in Iraq.
She bit her lip to keep herself from crying - as she drove on towards Aiken. It was just a few miles away, now, after a night behind the wheel. Even still, after a few of the energy drinks, she began to feel fatigue creeping in. Call it the impending destination, call it simple exhaustion. She was simultaneously happy and sad to see the destination coming. Happy to be out of the car, to get a chance to stretch her legs, and move tired limbs. Sad for what awaited them the following day.
Gracie had only just returned on board the Odyssey - and Lucas from his own assignment. The most exciting deployment of her life so far couldn't buffer the emotions that would come. They had met at his apartment, in Arlington - and prepared to catch a movie, while spending the entire two hours devouring each other instead - when Lucas received the call. She knew from the tone of his voice that it was not good news. The octave switch from a pleasant 'hello' to a heart-breaking 'what?' It was simple, it was short, it was terrifying - standing there - waiting for a report - time stood still.
He didn't say much after that - but he was going to have to leave again, he had to attend a funeral. Gracie had pried, but met resistance. She pried with kisses, and cracked the wall. Mike, the only surviving member of his old team, had had an accident, and was dead. The weight of that truth hit Gracie with an unimaginable force. He had survived the firefight on the ground, survived the helicopter crash, and her and Lucas had carried his wounded body for miles across the desert to save his life. He never met Gracie, because she was shipped off to Bagram for medical care - he may have been too, but they never met up. Apparently Lucas had stayed in contact with him, though - and the loss weighed on him doubly hard.
It was for this that Gracie didn't press Lucas for details. She knew it was an accident, and she knew Lucas had heard details over the phone - but she knew when he didn't want to talk about something. He would grow distant and foggy - she didn't want to lose him, not even for a second. She let it go, but insisted that she accompany him. No-one deserves the silent hell of attending a friend's funeral without support. She couldn't even attempt to explain to Lucas how she cared for Mike as well, it was different - he wasn't on her team, but she had poured so much energy and effort into keeping him alive in the desert, that this felt like a personal failure. She instantly hated herself for not keeping in touch with him, she could have wrote a letter, or called him, anything. Instead, she had been so caught up in her own selfish affairs, that he had eventually died, never hearing the voice of one of the two who saved him.
Aiken's city lights loomed in the distance, a globe of brightness that ripped open the night. Her fatigue was replaced with anxiety as the four-lane highway transitioned into two. She slowed the car down, and gave Lucas's hand a squeeze. Even through the silence, she showed her affection in little ways such as that. Ahead of her on the right sat the Willcox Hotel. She had called ahead while Lucas was in the bathroom, reserving a room. No doubt he would have been fine with a Days Inn or Motel 6, she was a lady, and she had needs. Regardless, a couple hundred bucks for what they called a 'deluxe' room was nothing to her, if she could sit on something other than a bed, watch a decent tv if she needed to kill time, and when it was time for bed, she wanted a comfortable one. The thought of a bed brought a small amount of joy to her, as she turned into the parking lot.
As she found a parking spot, the song playing on the car radio caught her ears. Up until this moment, it had been white noise to her, distraction, idle, and useless. Her mind ignores audio queues when she's in a mood - especially a mood like this one. It had her iPod hooked into it, playing everything she had on shuffle. She loathed playlists. The song that was playing wasn't one she was familiar with, it was too gloomy and slow for her tastes, but friends were always putting tracks on it. This song brought a tear to her eye, however, as she pulled her hand free of Lucas's, and shifted into park. A light, faerie voice - much like hers - was singing - and it only added to her sorrow, in that ironic and beautiful way that only songs can.
She reached up, looking over at Lucas for some sign of life, as she turned off the ignition. The headlights went out, but the radio kept on going.
Let me in the wall
You've built around
We can light a match
And burn it down
Let me hold your hand
And dance 'round and 'round the flames
In front of us
Dust to dust
Tag: Lucas "Saint" Clark
I-95 Southbound
Just north of Aiken, SC
It was dark inside Gracie's Tiburon as it drove down the near deserted Interstate 95 towards Aiken. She had dimmed the gauge lights - and the garmin that was suction cupped to the windshield to the left of the steering wheel was in night mode, with the colors inverted. The lights illuminated the road ahead of them - the tail lights from a semi ahead in the distance. It was eerily void of other traffic. She hadn't seen anyone in the oncoming lane for miles. The rear-view mirror was empty of lights. Her butt was sore from hours behind the wheel. The leather racing style seats had always been sort of hard and uncomfortable - but she fell in love with the way the tan leather clashed against the dark blue - from the day she bought it.
Her left hand rested idly on the bottom of the steering wheel, barely ever needing correction on this straight stretch of road. Her other hand was draped across the center console, loosely resting in Lucas's hand next to her. In the cup holders sat a couple large cans of Monster energy drink. Gracie looked at Lucas out of the corner of her eye, his head just barely below the roof, and his knee's almost touching the dash - even with the seat all the way back. The car suited her tiny frame, but someone of even ordinary size seemed a giant in it. The back seats were more than useless. She could barely sit back there comfortably, and the passenger seat all the way back really limited any occupancy.
Driving nearly 8 hours, the pair hardly spoke. Idle conversation would pick up here and there, passing a destination one of them fancied visiting, seeing that Ferrari back before it got dark, that sort of thing. It was a night for silence. It was dark before they departed Lucas's place - though the sun shone. At first - Lucas had offered to drive - not to share the trip, but to take it all on himself. That was his way, he was a gentleman. Gracie loved that about him, but he needed time to think, he needed to not be behind the wheel of a car. She worried that post-traumatic stress would be an issue tonight. She had been through bad things, shared those experiences with Lucas, but this was different. Perhaps, in retrospect, letting him drive might take his mind off of things, but she understood.
She remembered the day of Audrey's funeral. Her mom was driving, and before they could get to the highway from their gravel lane, she remembered the tears in her mother's eyes, as she struggled to drive straight. She had made her stop the car, so that Gracie could take over. She was hurt, upset, and grieving as well, but she did so internally, almost always. It alienated her to an extent, on days like that, days like her grandparents' funerals. She was expected to be a wreck, but rather served as the rock. She was solid and maintained, almost always - except for that night in Iraq.
She bit her lip to keep herself from crying - as she drove on towards Aiken. It was just a few miles away, now, after a night behind the wheel. Even still, after a few of the energy drinks, she began to feel fatigue creeping in. Call it the impending destination, call it simple exhaustion. She was simultaneously happy and sad to see the destination coming. Happy to be out of the car, to get a chance to stretch her legs, and move tired limbs. Sad for what awaited them the following day.
Gracie had only just returned on board the Odyssey - and Lucas from his own assignment. The most exciting deployment of her life so far couldn't buffer the emotions that would come. They had met at his apartment, in Arlington - and prepared to catch a movie, while spending the entire two hours devouring each other instead - when Lucas received the call. She knew from the tone of his voice that it was not good news. The octave switch from a pleasant 'hello' to a heart-breaking 'what?' It was simple, it was short, it was terrifying - standing there - waiting for a report - time stood still.
He didn't say much after that - but he was going to have to leave again, he had to attend a funeral. Gracie had pried, but met resistance. She pried with kisses, and cracked the wall. Mike, the only surviving member of his old team, had had an accident, and was dead. The weight of that truth hit Gracie with an unimaginable force. He had survived the firefight on the ground, survived the helicopter crash, and her and Lucas had carried his wounded body for miles across the desert to save his life. He never met Gracie, because she was shipped off to Bagram for medical care - he may have been too, but they never met up. Apparently Lucas had stayed in contact with him, though - and the loss weighed on him doubly hard.
It was for this that Gracie didn't press Lucas for details. She knew it was an accident, and she knew Lucas had heard details over the phone - but she knew when he didn't want to talk about something. He would grow distant and foggy - she didn't want to lose him, not even for a second. She let it go, but insisted that she accompany him. No-one deserves the silent hell of attending a friend's funeral without support. She couldn't even attempt to explain to Lucas how she cared for Mike as well, it was different - he wasn't on her team, but she had poured so much energy and effort into keeping him alive in the desert, that this felt like a personal failure. She instantly hated herself for not keeping in touch with him, she could have wrote a letter, or called him, anything. Instead, she had been so caught up in her own selfish affairs, that he had eventually died, never hearing the voice of one of the two who saved him.
Aiken's city lights loomed in the distance, a globe of brightness that ripped open the night. Her fatigue was replaced with anxiety as the four-lane highway transitioned into two. She slowed the car down, and gave Lucas's hand a squeeze. Even through the silence, she showed her affection in little ways such as that. Ahead of her on the right sat the Willcox Hotel. She had called ahead while Lucas was in the bathroom, reserving a room. No doubt he would have been fine with a Days Inn or Motel 6, she was a lady, and she had needs. Regardless, a couple hundred bucks for what they called a 'deluxe' room was nothing to her, if she could sit on something other than a bed, watch a decent tv if she needed to kill time, and when it was time for bed, she wanted a comfortable one. The thought of a bed brought a small amount of joy to her, as she turned into the parking lot.
As she found a parking spot, the song playing on the car radio caught her ears. Up until this moment, it had been white noise to her, distraction, idle, and useless. Her mind ignores audio queues when she's in a mood - especially a mood like this one. It had her iPod hooked into it, playing everything she had on shuffle. She loathed playlists. The song that was playing wasn't one she was familiar with, it was too gloomy and slow for her tastes, but friends were always putting tracks on it. This song brought a tear to her eye, however, as she pulled her hand free of Lucas's, and shifted into park. A light, faerie voice - much like hers - was singing - and it only added to her sorrow, in that ironic and beautiful way that only songs can.
She reached up, looking over at Lucas for some sign of life, as she turned off the ignition. The headlights went out, but the radio kept on going.
Let me in the wall
You've built around
We can light a match
And burn it down
Let me hold your hand
And dance 'round and 'round the flames
In front of us
Dust to dust
Tag: Lucas "Saint" Clark